He's Just Not That Into You

Well quite a while d this movie but just watched it this morning. At first thought it would be another Valentine's Day movie but it turned out to be other than my expectation. I couldn't say this is the best romance-comedy movie but well it's not bad actually. Reflecting the reality in this world. (p/s: for some unknow reason I like this poster :D )

This story started with how girls always comfort each other when 1 side i fallen apart. They always telling the fake truth, telling what they really want to listen instead of the truth. The 'NOT' word seems to be the Forbidden word. Back in reality, most girls did that too I bet! Sometimes the truth is hard to be said and the consequences are hard to bear it either. There this girl in the movie, Marry (Drew Barrymore) she portray a young lady with desperation of getting into a relationship. She met the guy and hoping for his call day after day...However he did not! Her girlfriends all around her giving her fake hope and making her believing it. It's nice that friends care for each other but truth sometimes is important! Just saying. Mary has always fallen for a guy that never gonna calls her back, never gonna commit. And met Alex (Justin Long) who helped her out all the times even when he's with another girl! Shooo sweet! However he did not know that he has fallen for Mary and all the cliche thingy goes on. (use ur imagination)

This movie showed different stories from different girls. Mary is the one that desperately wanting a relationship but always failed. But from here, her friend who rushed into a marriage earlier had ended with a divorce. Anyway for all the singles I do think that there's no need to rush into a relationship. If you're destinied to be in a relationship then you will eventually; if not then it's just the way it is. Treasure your friends around you! I always believe that friends are the most awesome thing ever happen to me. Different group of friends with different thoughts and be at different places whenever you need them at different scenarios! While for the friends that in relationship...take things slow! Don't get into the consequences of breaking up! In 2011, I have seen lots of my friends gotten into a relationship! That's a great thing! :D However they are some that got into the stage of breaking up =(

Well, just a random post about this movie and some thoughts.
Welcome to share your thoughts here whoever that watched it =D

*Cheers*

Once Upon Creativity...

CNY coming soon again and it's cleaning up time again. The time of my life I hated the most! =.= I hate packing stuff up there's just too damn MANY stuffs to be cleaned up and with my lazy ass won't move away from the chair..infront my laptop...off my Tetris! =D

Anyhow am forced to clean it up and oopps discovered my art craft last time. Remember back them I love to colour all the plasters of Paris during my school breaks. It's the most awesome time of my life indeed because I loving all the colours and loving the end product of it. Looking at it, I wonder why last time I have the idea to think what colour to colour that area and what contour should I use and all the next coming up shit... And now I think I have just lost it. If you ask me to colour one now, I might only go straight to the specific colour and won't think about the gradient at all!

All the colourful past had gone with time...thinking this life getting dull and dull =.= God damn it! This cannot be happening! I love life with COLOURS! Gotta back up my creativity again d! I dont want to live my life as an architect without the enjoyment! It's gonna be so so so sad man! ;(
Oh and btw, read 1 article about the top most unemployed graduates field...Guess what's the top? it's ARCHITECTURE! GOSH Making me think that I should go for Engineering once again! =(

Just a short updates, that's it for now...back to TETRIS! :D

It's 2012!

Oh well, I know it's kinda late for a reflection for 2011... Being kinda lazy =/ Tetris, Movies, FB, Twitter...etc etc etc everyday. Pretty much lifeless isn't it? Trying to overcome the boringness and get myself to do things or learn things..just that isn't motivated! *guilty*
Ok..so where should I start? Perhaps from the day I got an offer into University of Melbourne?

Hmm well, it might be a life changing decision to go oversea. As those who know me, I got a pair of VERY STRICT Parents who most of the time dont let me go out till late night or going out too often. A part of me when decided to go overseas is to escape from this cage honestly. Besides of course I wanted to gain experience of studying overseas and gain exposures. But Melbourne never was my 1st choice even now! UK,US and Europe are the places I wanted to go SO so so so badly! Luckily this year met a couple of girlfriends who loves Europe just like I do! We came to an agreement to back-pack there by the end of our graduation! :D Better hope this is gonna happen! Travel for 1 month or plus that will be freaking AWESOME! Money is needed then so gotta get a job. *motivated* and PRAY hard for this day to come! ><

I have to say that the locals are pretty hard to mix with so most of us are basically Msians! So, met a few frens who are really DIFFERENT. When I said Different they really are! Not physically or dressing or what..is their mindset! Their thinking! These people really truly amaze me alot and I learned alot from them. Some of their thoughts do really kept me thinking and motivated me! Met new friends but as I'm overseas getting lesser contacts with those back in Msia. It's kinda sad tho. Tried to plan outings yet always not everyone able to make it and ended up in despair. Yea, people do say that never give up, don't give up..but I fed up for the on-going rejections. Decided not to plan anymore. Only plan outings with those who I really close with. =) From here I did learn a lesson too ya know?! It's ''if it's yours then it's yours; the chance will come if there's a chance, if not then just too bad'' =]

Oh 1 of the major satisfactions in 2011 is.........wait for it...............ROLLER COASTER RIDES!!!!! Wooooohoooooo! Truthfully, I have this weird trauma with Roller Coaster ever since I'm a child =.= The only ride I ever took in my life before that is flying dragon and the super old and super easy pessy roller coaster in Genting!!! Yea I know right? That roller I took twice only and it scares the shit out of me -.- But wow who might know I will change in Gold Coast! Feels like my guts just grow! *proud* Took all those rides all the 1st time in my life! The 360 degree turning, the Superman ride which is frigginglish tall and major drop down! *likeaboss* The only thing I cant still not overcoming is the solero shot! It's too MAJOR for me =.= waaay waaaay waaaaay too major! Oh and on the last day of rides I did try and open my eyes! :D Smth I will never do no matter how hard you force me to but I did it! :D

The next thing I know....packing up all my stuffs for moving out next year and yea backed in Msia! Yeap that's right, next year will be moving out of my current place. At first was suppose to stay with my roommate but some changes occur so as to the decision =/. She's a pretty nice roommate, the 2nd roommate in my life after Soo Kit the crazy one :D So yeap next year will be staying with my coursemate! New roomies! :D Presenting you Alicia and Yenn Yinn!!! Looking forward for it. Hope things going to be just GREAT and Fine.

This is quite a exposure year to me. I am actually living my dream of being an Architect! Sooner and sooner it's gonna get tougher! I'm sure I will overcome it! ;) Although sometimes I really thinking what would it be if ENGINEERING is what I choosed? There's this tiny part deep inside me is really wanting to pursue as an Engineer >< Earlier this year was dilemma-ing should I change my course over to Engineering tho I didn't at last..I wonder why I didn't change as well =/

Hmmm..what else to talk about ar? Couldn't really think about it =/ Oh and I did learnt that I am totally not Accounting material yet Financing was not bad =) Ermmm and some conflicts perhaps? Some inner psychological conflicts which I did realised some times ago. I would rather people open up and be truthful instead of being just meanie being quiet pffft* Then quarrel with parents? Durrh a thing that not-to-be-miss all the years LOLX! Freedom stuff again as usual.

Suddenly, the next thing I know... it's 2012 d! The things I did on the NY Eve? Touched down in KLIA from China...cleaned up the house in order to gain the permission of going out....went out with siao po Mei Ting...meet up the others in Pyramid...met 2 new friends at the same time....ran the staircase from 1st floor to CP7 to catch up with the fireworks...yeap pretty much of it. And the 1st thing in 1 Jan 2012? Wong Kok! Trolled?! Yeap and with the BIG GIANT MILK TEA as the beginning of our 2012. And yea the next big thing we talked about? WE ARE ALL 20's d!! GOSH! Time really do move REAL REAL REAL FAST! *Fly like a G6* Suddenly we are all gone through 2 decades of life! We just can't believe it! Besides that I don't feel the 'ADULT' in me yet..just isn't the oh-so-adult yet =/ Gotta start think and act maturely d. *That'sRight*

New Year's wish? Still the same... GRANT ME FREEDOM! Dad! Mom!! *shouting desperately* I really want to live my life experiencing every moment in different place especially going interstate or countries with friends! It's gonna be different and learning something new along the road. Why don't you guys see it as I see?! *geramnya* Hmm new resolution? Dont really have any in my mind yet.. pretty much :
1) Get seriously good result.
2) Hope able to cope a part time job with study (earn money ar!)
3) Get slim lo
4) Travel to more places while I can!
5) Getting know new people
6) Bonding with same old frens
7) Lower my temper, learn to be patient...

Pretty much the same every year... n always fail in the slimming part esp 2011. Gained like super alot of weight Thank Goodness!

Conclusion, 2011 to me is a BAD BAD Year. Worse than any previous years like seriously! What went wrong? I wasn't sure about it either. There are just things that unexplainable! ;( However, I'm looking foward for 2012. (As in now la 2012) I do believe that I will be doing Great this year =D *being optimistic* Oh well most of the time when I imagine and think of what I wanted I will always get the opposite but then people says you must keep on believing in it! =.= What can I do? Optimistic it is! =]

Alright that's all for a quick reflection. It's kinda late but still, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012 Peeps! Enjoy your life to the fullest as always! 1 last thing, The world isn't going to end 2012! It will only ends with PERFECTION, JOYS AND LAUGHTER =)

*Cheers*

TRAVEL

Came across this very interesting article about TRAVEL.

Not just us..there are adults who always dream or maybe dreamED of travelling around the world...well is AROUND the WORLD seem to be TOOOOO Big then maybe a couple of countries with a loong looooong break! However, how many of them actually did it? How many of them actually go out and TRAVEL! How many of them really at least leave back their work, their what-so-ever concerns behind for 1 month and just TRAVEL?!

Well I can see that it's quite a small amount of people who actually did that =/ It's sad isn't it? The article raise a good point! When we are given the chances we will think of excuses to let the chances by-pass us. 'Alright u should go for 1 month of vacation!'...'Yeah but...' But...' Yeah but yeah but...There's always so many Yeah But! But this but that...... when is it going to end? There won't be an END basically.

Travel provides experience. It might the experience where you only gonna have it once and it will only gonna be the one and ONLY. Why waste your youth waiting and waiting and WAITING for the so called RIGHT Time which never actually comes? Get Real! Pack up! Start moving yo! U thinking of u might lose the chance of getting a GREAT JOB while travelling and regret. Then why won't you regret u missed the chance of travel? The experience u might miss.. The cultures the things u will see and so on.....

Yes! So travel! Travel while you can.. travel while it's all exist! It's never too late to kick-start it! No more 'Yeah-but yeah-but!' It's killing your dream mate! Let's start TRAVEL Now!!! =D


inspired by this article: http://goinswriter.com/travel-young/..it's a good one to read on =)

Virtual

OMG finally it's ended!
Ended with a parade just like model cat walk which I found it's VERY awesome!!!! =D
Another best part of it is I got nominated by my tutor! :D For one of the best worked model. Thanks alot Sonya! Yea although I din manage to win the award just now.. =( but It's nice that get nominated! And get to have some photoshoot and videoshoot by some professional photographer which is VERY COOL!! A very nice great experience which hardly be achieve.

Though at first suppose to be at some open space where public can just see us but due to rain we changed to an underground studio =( So Sad!!! But still overall is a very nice chance to experience being a Model for our own Models! There's alot amazing art work!! And this fren from the same tute his model kept getting the attention of the photographer! Even the photographer also confessed to him! We frens at side were like WOW!! That's cool....thus he do deserve the award *Envy envy*

Anyway, it marks the end of sem 2, the end of first year Uni life, the end of all the software torture, staying up whole night WOAH~!! N today suppose to do work here I am online!! =( Today failed to not on FB urgh!! will do so tmr!

Sad & Happy events in 1 DAY

Smth I almost forgot..yes my 1st ever saman in my life with my fren right here at this place! =.= Cos tram tix wasn't validated...almost forgotten & POOF the saman is here today. HOW GREAT! Gonna try writing letter to them which my frens they said it might work. Oh well jsut give it a try la~

Next.........the HAPPIEST Email I ever see!! ''Ur tutor had dominated u as producing one of the good models........We want u to reach earlier to have photograph of the models and videography..' OMG!!!!! I'M so so so so so so so HAPPY!!!!!! Well just domination... hopefully hopefully hopefully mine is good enough to receive the award like what my fren did in the last sem. I will be so damn friggin' HAPPY!!!!! Please please please please!! >.< I really want to score this subject so damn badly! Am currently doing the Module 4 presentation..URGH so hard to compile everything in! Wish I'm no cramping too much and screw it up. I will be so effing HATE myself to the max by then! ;( Next good thing happened today is MUAHAHAHA another email which I could earn money!! Yesh the incentive pay survey!!! 75minutes survey n u get ur paid! Finally I'm chosen!! Last sem applied 2 surveys they never get back to me...NOW Finally!!!! Gosh damna happy! I wish I at the beach so i can shout but indeed I ended up had a 2 hours nap..WASTE MY TIME! =(

alright BACK TO WORK!!! Argh!!!! Gotta make this work out!!! Gotta score! Gota finish it TODAY!! This is the only subject which I have HIGH HOPE onto it!! Dont let me down =)

Convocation

First class honors! CONGRATULATION!
4 years of degree life finished with receiving a cert on stage, getting blessings, wearing a robe and the BIG Square hat, with photographs and MEMORIES. Congratulation to my cousin with this success! Hardwork pays off!

Yeap a long 2 hours convocation and yeap it was boring....but the main thing is seeing them graduated makes u think it's gonna be my turn soon. My friends telling me ur turn coming soon 3 years just a blink of eyes. Here I am in the final sem of 1st year! It feels like I just had my first lecture, first tutorial, first orientation YESTERDAY! And now I am entering the final week of the sem and gonna have finals examination in 2 weeks time. GOSH Time flies in Australia!!!

My cousin had set a really HIGH BAR! Dunno how many times of hard work should I work on to beat the bar =/ But damn it not in the mood of studying and here I am talking to myself O_O eeeek!! How would the life after convocation be? No idea.... I dont even know am I looking forward for it or not...some part of me wanted to go back to Form5 - college's life where I had my best years of my life!!

kk..gotta turn on study mood!
just a very random post at this hour =D

Surprises!

Woohoo!! My cousin sister suddenly just flew all the way here!! For a convocation =D
Been so so so so long since I last seen her! Gonna meet her up soon which is Thursday evening!! ^^

2nd Surprise I got is from my brother! Damn he said he gonna blew all of us away in 1 year time! In what aspect? NO IDEA!!! ;( He is not telling! Not even a slightest clue!!
We needa wait till 15th Oct 2012 to reveal what's going on!! ;(
Seriously, if this is just a PRANK I'm so gonna kill this bro!!

btw today been a nice day..keep bumping into different friends! :D some have not been seeing for quite some time.. (weeks) It's a sunny sunny day here GREAT!

but it's cloudy now T.T Assignment....just a short post to kill the boringness

No Title 2

Phew~! Finally it's settled!
But yeap deep inside me I know things ain't gonna be the same anymore...
It sure do need time to restore back to how it was I guess? =D
Maybe it's just me? I have no idea =/
I duwan to lose a friend just like that =(

Hope all goes well.... Aal Izz Well......

p/s: am so damn SLEEPY!! Jog or continue work? =[

No Title 1

Great..this fren can't take joke.
Just take things all too seriously.....Or am I being too unconscious? However, this kind of funny joke always happen around my frens and all of us are COOL with it that's why I used to it d?
Ok anyway it's not the serious kind of joke furthermore no one ever say it's TRUE! Joke is a joke doesn't mean we mean it and it's true only we joke about it.
What's the point of a JOKE if it's reality? Gosh!
damn I dont even know what m I crapping about d ya-leh-ya-leh.
But anyway at least I apologized ok?! Hey respond abit la! U're online and I apologized right at you d can't u at least respond? ma de~!
Fine what-so-ever la Don't care anymore!
I'm who I'm! Accept me who I'm if u're still a fren or go for another option.
Screw it.
kthxbye

''Steal Bone''

Hmm..ok I'm suppose to be writing my Finance essay Assignment =S
It's harder than What I expect it to be T.T but anyway... let's post something 1st! ;D
Last night went out with a couple of friends have a great chit chat session. It do really open me up to what this world is, things aren't that pure and simple as it is. Things can be decieving. Surprisingly, there's alot things just isn't what we always think it is. Just the way of life I guess?

It's interesting to hear out the thoughts of people in their very own way. Yeap it's true that there's no definite definition of a person is GOOD/BAD. It purely base on your own thoughts of what's good what's bad and we never know how 1 person can be until we truly understand that person's character. It's funny how this world actually works. But yea nothing can be done actually haha....

Anyway, this couple of friends they are really very good person. Feel so guilty hanging out with them. They are just so damn good and KIND gosh! Hanging out with them bringing out the BEST of me! The me who I used to be before 1 incident happens..... How many more this kind of good friends I can find? God knows... awaiting my journey ahead! ;)

Alright getting back to work..back to reality AGAIN...and awaiting holidays!

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

F to the R to the I E N D S !
FRIENDS is made up of 7 different alphabets, just like rainbow with 7 different colours...just like it's implying we will be meeting up with VERY different RANGE of people in our life.

I have been here for approximately 7months and I met alot of people...friends who moved on..friends who meant to be kept...friends who are there for you...friends who just for fun.. friends who yadah yadah yadah etc etc etc
Somehow I found myself actually consider lucky that I have the chance to meet such a huge amount of friends with different background and mindsets. From Primary school, I from class behind moving forward...thus knowing quite a number of friends! Not being offensive, somehow I do feel that friends I had from the classes behind fits me in more than people from the first class! Academic wise might not be able to compare but they were friendly and more 讲义气！！ LOLX
Then my secondary schoolmates! I have 2 secondary schools, Awesome right?! :D It's 2 very different school. Chung Hua my life of Form 1-3. I have friends who are really academically good and friends who taught me Sports. Friends from this school are the one that actually bring me into the world of sports! I learnt more about bkb and volleyball here and also get the chance to play 拔河 (damn love this!) This bunch here taught me how to live my life! Enjoy my life! Although majority of them we have no longer contacting each other.. Oh well, I always will remember this old good memories! ;)

(aaah!!! I typed finish d why left this only!!! T.T sorry la people I really damn lazy to re-type d =.=)

All in all, I met friends who are truly great and helpful and inspired me to be a better person =)

郁闷

Confession : haha I not sure what's that 2 words in english are so.. yea :D
Well, finally I rmb to check out my Part A essay Assignment result today. It's 52/90!
Sucks sucks sucks sucks result to the MAX!!! I can't believe myself getting this type of shitty result like seriously! (Currently just in the mood of doing anything) Somehow I felt that I should have just stay back in Msia and study my Architecture Degree there. At least in Taylor's they call it Bachelor of Sc. (Hons) which is WAAAAY better than some stupid name call Bachelor of Environments!
WTF!! and now I'm getting this type of sucky result just making me feel even more guilty! I shouldn't have been fighting so strong minded of coming here at the 1st place. Why Msia dont regoconize any degree in Private Uni back in Msia?! Why Diploma in Taylors don't continue? I might have experienced much much more than in here!

I know I always have this feeling when I face some 挫折 which is SERIOUSLY damn bad! But I just couldn't help myself! =( Yes I know no one born perfect! Yes I know u gotta work hard to gain it! Yes I know all the life theories yada yada but yea I'm still like this!
I tried to be good but I seem to be falling down/at the same place! Not to say boosting but I used to have a way better result, way better personalities, way better working attitude, way better what-ever it is than who I am now sitting infront this laptop here! I seriously wish I could find back who I used to be. The hardworking, clever girl who used to be what I admire right now.
Or is it KARMA?
*Fingers cross* please please please! I just want myself to be hardworking to earn my good result back! I don't want to spent the money like that is like 败家子！！ I don't wnat the money to be spent for no purpose. NO! is I don't want it to be spent on SUCKS RESULT!
I want my result to stand out! To be proud of it!

Here I am writting this hoping things would have a change...

Smth random, 初恋这件小事(dunno how many times have I typed this on this night) It's a very nice Thai movie. The girls have very strong friendship btw!

To my frens back in Msia... I really miss all of you so damn frigging much! Maybe I really shud have just stayed back...

Not Suppose To

Smth not suppose to happen just happened.
Smile? Sad? No idea =/ It's quite shocking tho!!! O_O
This week been a real challenging one I suppose. Things I never experience, I never know it would, all just happened this week.
Hard to explain's things, not suppose to be told's things what else?
My life just full of SURPRISES I guess =)

Suppose to be a good thing? Hope so.

Looking forward for a better days. Tho things never go as smooth as I wish to as ALWAYS! But all I can do is to CHANGE it.
1 day I will reach there.

lol abit out topic. but that's what all in my mind now. and to boost this page too after so long!

Heavy-Hearted

To be exact, 1.5days left.. and here I am packing my stuff once again..
Somehow not just packing stuff but packing up the feelings too.
Feelings of wanna have more FUN here,

feelings of letting go certain things,

feelings of apart from some friends who will only be meeting back after dunno how many years (esp Jolynn & Yi Ling!),

feelings of back to class and study, feelings of forgive and forget,

feelings of uncertain.....

Aiyooo why is leaving things behind so HARD?! Why is leaving being so not easy for me anymore? I'm suppose to be 潇洒！！ =D haha

Awww there's still alot things on my "Must-To-Do-List" aren't complete! BBQ still pending T.T
Follow by Ampang Look Out Point and Broga and some outings with certain friends =(
I still owe an OT session with some of you =S

Peeps hold on some really GREAT AWESOME moment for 5months yo!!! Be back real soon!

p/s: really hate packing up!

Rewind . Playback

Time really is a hard-working, non-obedient fella. Non-stop ticking wishes it to stop it never will listen, wishes it to fast forward never will do so too. Yea it's almost time (about 4days+ more) and I will need to fly back to Melbourne start the hectic life all over again & face the reality.

It's funny when sometimes I wish I won't need to go back there that's because most of my precious friends all over here yet I really miss the FREEDOM I have over there. Anyway...... I have been hanging out with my Kwang Hua's and Taylor's friends. I miss all of you so badly!

As usual, this whole day been stoning at home and don't know why I just look back all the past photos in my photo albums. From teacher's day, graduation, trips, orientation, new year, random outings, SS15, birthday......to this month latest photos. Memories flashing back and forth in the mind whether it's good or the bad ones. Things I wish to delete, things I hope it happens again etc.... but the chances is next to zero. There are things I know it won't ever happen, been telling myself to give it up but sometimes the heart speaks louder than mind and words. It's torturing yet is a beautiful nightmare. Weirdo me right? =) I always know the answer for it just. . . Hey, I'm a mere human lar~!

Dunno why just suddenly flash-ed back all the stupid,funny, annoying things happen back then. Stupid jokes, illegal stuff we did, gossips, awkward moments, enjoyable pasts, argues, triumph, stuff, craziness and of course a lot a lot more. All these are unable to just being described through these typical wordings here. Some would say that enjoy before once is better than none but I'm a greedy person. I wish I can have it forever happening non-stop.[They are 1 of my precious =)]

Yea we had this name cos all of our surnames are the same! except our 5th member who wasn't with us that time =( if not it would be the perfect CORANGES! =D we had a great awesome playful time in Cotton On @ Bukit Tinggi =) Guess meeting u guys in another half year d.... Viewed back our previous photos rmb how crazy we were back then =) Really miss it!
Had insane moments with my others Taylor's pals! Best example is the Red Box so AWESOME!!!!

Sadly there's this 1 fren still unable to meet up GOH SOO KIT! Damn u lo always din come out! DNXDD Hahaha =p
Yea so now I left like 3 days to go out. Today suppose to hang out but my mum just not allowing me to go =( Hopefully Thursday and Friday I can hang out with some of you but yea I know the chances of it happening is VERY small. Still deep inside me, I hope it would happen, hope Jog for Hope not the last time I meeting ya'o. Ampang Look Out Point, Murni all we haven't go peeps!!

I wanna go out so badly! =')

放手 。 执著

人，
脆弱的心灵还是坚强的心呢？
人，
一旦陷入了就无法自拔地执著。。
执著于知道无法取得的东西，
物质，情感，友谊，幸福等等的。。。
天真还是愚蠢，
谁晓得？

继续执著，无法放手，
使得人不能迈进或重新开始，
又或许因贪，
不愿放手却想两得其美，
最终一无所得。。。

放手，是意志弱么？想重新开始么？
执著，是坚强么？又则是难以忘怀？
放手让人得以重新开始。。。
执著让人回味过去。。。
二者皆痛苦。

放手与执著，
二选一，您如何选着呢？


[not a good one :s just randomly feels like blog in Chinese where these 2 words came in my mind; feel free to critic =) ]

When Loneliness Hits

There are times when we are being left out...
There are times when you don't seem to fit in....
There are times when you're being ignored...
There are times when people forgotten about your existence...
There are times when people find you annoying...
There are times when things just don't seem right happens to you...
There are times when loneliness hits...
There are times when you found there's no one to help you...
There are times when you find friends who isn't ur friends...
There are time... ... ... ... etc etc & etc

Yea, there are surely times when you are feeling helpless and there's no one u can get to hold you up. But still it's part of life. Thus, sometimes born people who LOA and getting the attention. People who will then go towards depression and bla bla bla......

Nothing is perfect in life. Impossible not feeling lonely sometimes. Things never gone as you wanted but doesn't mean you are unlucky. Just you are experiencing something different from others. On the other hand, there are surely friends who can you call up and nag to when you are feeling lonely. There are friends who meant to be kept for life, friends who come and go, friends who find you when needed, friends who forget you when time pass.... Different people are all around us. It's just depends on how you treat the "LONELINESS" only.

There are times you need to hang out with people you can't fit in well for a certain period of time but yea no choice you gotta hold it on still. Feeling depress and stay away doesn't gonna help. So just be who you are and live the life. It's the best thing all of us can do. and yea I know talk is easy but still we gotta try it right? ;) Never know what it might turn out to be. People out there might be hating us so much but still smiling at us well who cares?! Life is urs no one get to control it!!!

*cheers* (inspiration from a fren)

The Colour Has Spoken

9th July 2011...somehow like a "life changing" day.
Not just Malaysia, but Singapore, Melbourne, Bangkok and many other Malaysians in different countries have showed their support on the Clean & Fair Election Rally. The massiveness of the sea of YELLOW has show response and determination of the Malaysians. Question, is this a chaos? NO! As stated it's a peaceful demostration but just couldn't get permission. Why? Isn't everyone long for Fair & Square? Would you just any of you wanted to be treated unfair? No right? If so what's wrong with showing out what people think it suppose to be? It's just like an awareness to the public to everyone to know the importance of being FAIR.

"If you have done nothing wrong, there's no need to fear about it isn't it?"

1 demo, dozens of road blocks, road closures, close down of the capital.. . . . are these really relevant? Furthermore there are people who blaming this rally that bring down their business, causing a heck of jam, postponed their trips etc.etc.etc... You should really reconsider what you blaming at then! There's a link I saw on Facebook showing 1 70+ years old grandma being totally soaked in wet and exhausted look in the end of the day due to the water cannon and other forces. What have she done to deserve this type of treatment? For like surely a 70+ years old grandma won't have the strength enough to fight a fully geared cop I suppose. There's another link I saw rather interesting too. The foreign news reporter questioning why is demo being totally restricted in a democratic country?! What a good question!

Conclusion, don't we have freedom on showing what we want? Isn't that's human's right? Besides it's come in peace(V) yo.

p/s: this post does not mean to shoot any party. Sorry if it's offensive.

Back To Where I Am

Yeap that's right! I'm backed to this Hot, lots of Mosquitoes Malaysia =)!
Ironically, I wasn't that looking forward of coming back here until I'm actually landed! I wanted to play over there as yea I'm still a freshie I wanna explore as much as I can but who knows I get all pump-ed up ever since I'm backed here to where I used to be..where I belong to.
25th June 2011, landed at LCCT so basically it's the 2nd week I'm here.

Pathetically, I planned lots of things but seems like can't fight fate isn't it? Sometimes things just doesn't go well as I wanted it to be. Redang the place I wanted to go so desperately ever since dunno how small kid I am back then. I planned it before my finals and during my finals enthusiastically hoping this would work out. Haiz.. who knows? It seems like it not gonna happen.

"Well moral of the story is...life's uncertain, no matter how welly the plan is there's always will have something that make it even more interesting. That's life."

Been 2 weeks and I am fully a 100% stone in the house. A bird long for freedom who being caged. Haha just able to went out hang out a few times. Hmm..1 movie,1 red box, 1 dinner, 1 mamak tmr, 1 slack hang out the next day, and the uncertain ones are KL,Redang, next movie, Cheras. . . . . How great If i could just hang out everyday with friends I have been wishing to meet them for so long! And there's this fren Jolynn I wanted to hang out as much as I can before she flying to Canada =( I'm so sorry for turning down so many times T.T Wish u understand ='( I miss time hanging out with u so much!!!! How great if I can make it to the poolside party and the Mist event haizzz...
Back at Melbourne, I'm free to go out any time any where just 1 problem, all the places are off EARLY!! Where the hell can I hang out at?!! Back here is such a big contradiction! Double layer of cage keeping me from banging outside =S How great if the freedom as in Melbourne apply in here too! haha =D

"That's why this is LIFE! Life never go as what we wish it would be, never is what we wanted it to be. LIFE is about how we turn from what we DISLIKE to what we LIKE"

Yea I know that theory but still I can't stop hating the fact that I'm not allow to go out here n there. Just doesn't like it no reason just that. I'm bad I know =)
Because of plans I tend to miss out this n that haha but yea No Tears No Gain ma have to accept it right?

Let's talk about the BRIGHT side! =D Yesh! it's about outings!!!!
I have been craving for karaoke!! OMG Finally not long after I'm backed get to go Red Box with a bunch of great and awesome friends! Shout, sing, dance and shout again for 4 hours + Wow super SONG ar!! Peeps when can we do it once again?! U guys are great! Then another friday the showing of Transformers 3!! Wootz bought 13 tickets on9 and watch it at Pavillion for the very 1st time! It's awesomeness!! Not just the movie but the cinema and also the people I went out with. It would even great if the spoiler not sitting next right to me! *u know who u are!* pff! Then is the leaving of Kuan Liang to Melbourne. Got out eating with other S6 frens. Btw awesome place to eat!! The pork ribs is super damn frigging AWESOME!! I don't mind to spend and eat there b4 I gone back to melbourne! And the so call 'dog food'? It's simply just awesome!! It's a total heaven!!! Hope that we manage to go Ampang Look Out Point, BBQ, Movies again people. I will be so missing all of you. Chung Hua frens our timing why all so boh ngam?!! T.T I wanted to meet u all so badly!!!!!!

I been imagine everything would be so GREAT even before I reach Malaysia but yea reality always kill it off haha. Part of Life ma~!

No idea what to continue. Will write again when Feels like doing so =) *cheers*