Oh well, I know it's kinda late for a reflection for 2011... Being kinda lazy =/ Tetris, Movies, FB, Twitter...etc etc etc everyday. Pretty much lifeless isn't it? Trying to overcome the boringness and get myself to do things or learn things..just that isn't motivated! *guilty*
Ok..so where should I start? Perhaps from the day I got an offer into University of Melbourne?
Hmm well, it might be a life changing decision to go oversea. As those who know me, I got a pair of VERY STRICT Parents who most of the time dont let me go out till late night or going out too often. A part of me when decided to go overseas is to escape from this cage honestly. Besides of course I wanted to gain experience of studying overseas and gain exposures. But Melbourne never was my 1st choice even now! UK,US and Europe are the places I wanted to go SO so so so badly! Luckily this year met a couple of girlfriends who loves Europe just like I do! We came to an agreement to back-pack there by the end of our graduation! :D Better hope this is gonna happen! Travel for 1 month or plus that will be freaking AWESOME! Money is needed then so gotta get a job. *motivated* and PRAY hard for this day to come! ><
I have to say that the locals are pretty hard to mix with so most of us are basically Msians! So, met a few frens who are really DIFFERENT. When I said Different they really are! Not physically or dressing or what..is their mindset! Their thinking! These people really truly amaze me alot and I learned alot from them. Some of their thoughts do really kept me thinking and motivated me! Met new friends but as I'm overseas getting lesser contacts with those back in Msia. It's kinda sad tho. Tried to plan outings yet always not everyone able to make it and ended up in despair. Yea, people do say that never give up, don't give up..but I fed up for the on-going rejections. Decided not to plan anymore. Only plan outings with those who I really close with. =) From here I did learn a lesson too ya know?! It's ''if it's yours then it's yours; the chance will come if there's a chance, if not then just too bad'' =]
Oh 1 of the major satisfactions in 2011 is.........wait for it...............ROLLER COASTER RIDES!!!!! Wooooohoooooo! Truthfully, I have this weird trauma with Roller Coaster ever since I'm a child =.= The only ride I ever took in my life before that is flying dragon and the super old and super easy pessy roller coaster in Genting!!! Yea I know right? That roller I took twice only and it scares the shit out of me -.- But wow who might know I will change in Gold Coast! Feels like my guts just grow! *proud* Took all those rides all the 1st time in my life! The 360 degree turning, the Superman ride which is frigginglish tall and major drop down! *likeaboss* The only thing I cant still not overcoming is the solero shot! It's too MAJOR for me =.= waaay waaaay waaaaay too major! Oh and on the last day of rides I did try and open my eyes! :D Smth I will never do no matter how hard you force me to but I did it! :D
The next thing I know....packing up all my stuffs for moving out next year and yea backed in Msia! Yeap that's right, next year will be moving out of my current place. At first was suppose to stay with my roommate but some changes occur so as to the decision =/. She's a pretty nice roommate, the 2nd roommate in my life after Soo Kit the crazy one :D So yeap next year will be staying with my coursemate! New roomies! :D Presenting you Alicia and Yenn Yinn!!! Looking forward for it. Hope things going to be just GREAT and Fine.
This is quite a exposure year to me. I am actually living my dream of being an Architect! Sooner and sooner it's gonna get tougher! I'm sure I will overcome it! ;) Although sometimes I really thinking what would it be if ENGINEERING is what I choosed? There's this tiny part deep inside me is really wanting to pursue as an Engineer >< Earlier this year was dilemma-ing should I change my course over to Engineering tho I didn't at last..I wonder why I didn't change as well =/
Hmmm..what else to talk about ar? Couldn't really think about it =/ Oh and I did learnt that I am totally not Accounting material yet Financing was not bad =) Ermmm and some conflicts perhaps? Some inner psychological conflicts which I did realised some times ago. I would rather people open up and be truthful instead of being just meanie being quiet pffft* Then quarrel with parents? Durrh a thing that not-to-be-miss all the years LOLX! Freedom stuff again as usual.
Suddenly, the next thing I know... it's 2012 d! The things I did on the NY Eve? Touched down in KLIA from China...cleaned up the house in order to gain the permission of going out....went out with siao po Mei Ting...meet up the others in Pyramid...met 2 new friends at the same time....ran the staircase from 1st floor to CP7 to catch up with the fireworks...yeap pretty much of it. And the 1st thing in 1 Jan 2012? Wong Kok! Trolled?! Yeap and with the BIG GIANT MILK TEA as the beginning of our 2012. And yea the next big thing we talked about? WE ARE ALL 20's d!! GOSH! Time really do move REAL REAL REAL FAST! *Fly like a G6* Suddenly we are all gone through 2 decades of life! We just can't believe it! Besides that I don't feel the 'ADULT' in me yet..just isn't the oh-so-adult yet =/ Gotta start think and act maturely d. *That'sRight*
New Year's wish? Still the same... GRANT ME FREEDOM! Dad! Mom!! *shouting desperately* I really want to live my life experiencing every moment in different place especially going interstate or countries with friends! It's gonna be different and learning something new along the road. Why don't you guys see it as I see?! *geramnya* Hmm new resolution? Dont really have any in my mind yet.. pretty much :
1) Get seriously good result.
2) Hope able to cope a part time job with study (earn money ar!)
3) Get slim lo
4) Travel to more places while I can!
5) Getting know new people
6) Bonding with same old frens
7) Lower my temper, learn to be patient...
Pretty much the same every year... n always fail in the slimming part esp 2011. Gained like super alot of weight Thank Goodness!
Conclusion, 2011 to me is a BAD BAD Year. Worse than any previous years like seriously! What went wrong? I wasn't sure about it either. There are just things that unexplainable! ;( However, I'm looking foward for 2012. (As in now la 2012) I do believe that I will be doing Great this year =D *being optimistic* Oh well most of the time when I imagine and think of what I wanted I will always get the opposite but then people says you must keep on believing in it! =.= What can I do? Optimistic it is! =]
Alright that's all for a quick reflection. It's kinda late but still, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012 Peeps! Enjoy your life to the fullest as always! 1 last thing, The world isn't going to end 2012! It will only ends with PERFECTION, JOYS AND LAUGHTER =)