It's been awhile of not blogging...Just that now suddenly feels to blog back so yea here I'm again :D
It's approximately 3 months and 8 days I left Msia..I living in Melbourne right here typing this right now at this hour. Melbourne had given me a whole new perspective in my life. I learned, learn and still learning, I fell, I work and I still learning and learn again.
This year is a brand new challenge to me. I taking subjects I never encounter before. I even challenge myself to take Accounting which is what I basically presume I hate the most! Haha life is also full of surprises and unexpectation.人算不如天算... But yea I still hate accounting! Issh I don't get it yet so bored! =(( Whilst, designing widen my horizon. There's so many many many people with such creative minds! Some of their design and idea are just superb! How can I work on that?! =( Oh & I learned that Designing is all about CRAP! All you needa learn is know how to crap then u have no problem in presenting ur ideas. Hmmm I shall work harder on that =/ Besides yourself, there's no one else to help. You gotta approach yourself to get the answer if not it never will come.
Besides studies, in the life, I learned how to sustain how to survive how to trust n don't trust how to........ etc etc etc. I learned to give to get, I learned how to silent and speak. Learned to live in this place with whole new bunch of friends without my close besties. Learned to adapt and know that meeting new people here and get along and get close and stay connected isn't as easy as ABD 123. I also know that different friends give different impact on your life. There are people who can hang out with, there are people who can study with, friends who motivate & demotivate you of course there are people who give u lemon in ur life. But well so far still none I guess =) There are ppl who is so bhb! =X but there's nothing I can do to change them too =(
After I'm here, I learned how to control (although sometimes still uncontrollable =p) I learn not to spend alot but yea spend at appropriate time. Oh and I actually learned how to cope studies and work at the same time. I got a part time job here in order to earn money and now I know that working isn't that easy although it's nice that when you think you can earn money! But that frigging boss until now haven't clear all my payment!! Damn pissed!! !@$@#%@$!@$$%#%$@!#!#$@#$%#@$!
Sometimes somehow, I feel that I'm not who I used to be anymore. Is it upgraded or downgraded? I have no idea no one can judge that too I guess. I found that I prefer to listen more than talk now and there's a lot of things I discovered which I just couldn't recall now. Oh I can actually sleep 3 hours per day only or at least 1 hour only and stay up the whole damn day and go for 2 lectures! I learned not to be afraid even tho I might be. Weakness to be covered so that no one would use it against you.
Sometimes I miss my friends back in Msia more than missing other things. Basically I don't miss much things too which I don't know why either o.0 Sometimes here just like another KL in another world in another time zone. Maybe the cultural effect still isn't that strong afterall? Or is it the adaptation? Hmmmmm........
I learned new things, adapting, ignoring and many more which I don't think I get to know if I were back then. Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I chosen another path? Just like the poem " The Road Not Taken". We never know what will it be in the end if another road is chosen. That's life. Suspense is what it's all about.
p/s: I not sure how to put into nice words so bear with it lar =D
Alright time to get back to study! ;) Adios
Sunday, May 29, 2011
Thursday, March 24, 2011
FEAR
http://www.facebook.com/#!/video/video.php?v=10150229732515261&oid=85138249992&comments
That's a very inspiring video worth watching after all =)
F.E.A.R a word most of us FEAR of yet most of us APPLY it as well. Why arrrrh?? I dunno too Because I'm one of the FEAR erm applicants? Lol not sure the term to use larr~
But I do know that FEARS bring you no where. It's stated in the movie 3 Idiots too =) Nice movie and is a MUST watch!!!!! Very inspiring~ =D
Although we always know that FEAR ain't good. It ain't gonna bring us success but yet we just couldn't control ourselves and fell FEAR right?! Let's think back.....
when we a kid we do things without knowing the consequences.... we do things without the FEAR of getting scold by parents...we do this and that just to ENJOY & ACHIEVE what we looking for!
We go for what we AIMED to achieve. Just like what is said in the video, as we grew older, we grow more & more FEAR! Fear of failure, fear of fell etc.etc.etc.... We get pressure from every corner and thus our FEAR grow stronger and stronger day by day. Pressure from peer, pressure from public, pressure from family and so on. We wanted to prove ourselves are GOOD so badly until we are FEAR to try on every single thing, every single chance in our life! We are fear of moving forward, fear of what's infront of us might be another "road-block" again!
But seriously WHY SHOULD WE FEAR when we know that it will only Bring Us DOWN!?
We suppose to move on! FEAR is just going to stop us from being who we TRULY is deep inside us =) We aren't born to be FEAR from everything if so Thomas Edison would had stop experimenting and who knows till now we still living in DARKNESS! There won't be buildings,cities,handphones,internet etc etc etc......Edison failed so many times still he continues! Why? Because he knows all the failing just another beginning. Hard work pays off 1 day =)
"Our greatest glory is not in never falling but in rising every time we fall."~ Confucius
So why do u afraid of falling what is ur FEAR afterall?!
Overcome it and you will eventually get stronger and better.
The chances are out there just waiting for the right person at the right moment to grab it =)
*CHEERS*
That's a very inspiring video worth watching after all =)
F.E.A.R a word most of us FEAR of yet most of us APPLY it as well. Why arrrrh?? I dunno too Because I'm one of the FEAR erm applicants? Lol not sure the term to use larr~
But I do know that FEARS bring you no where. It's stated in the movie 3 Idiots too =) Nice movie and is a MUST watch!!!!! Very inspiring~ =D
Although we always know that FEAR ain't good. It ain't gonna bring us success but yet we just couldn't control ourselves and fell FEAR right?! Let's think back.....
when we a kid we do things without knowing the consequences.... we do things without the FEAR of getting scold by parents...we do this and that just to ENJOY & ACHIEVE what we looking for!
We go for what we AIMED to achieve. Just like what is said in the video, as we grew older, we grow more & more FEAR! Fear of failure, fear of fell etc.etc.etc.... We get pressure from every corner and thus our FEAR grow stronger and stronger day by day. Pressure from peer, pressure from public, pressure from family and so on. We wanted to prove ourselves are GOOD so badly until we are FEAR to try on every single thing, every single chance in our life! We are fear of moving forward, fear of what's infront of us might be another "road-block" again!
But seriously WHY SHOULD WE FEAR when we know that it will only Bring Us DOWN!?
We suppose to move on! FEAR is just going to stop us from being who we TRULY is deep inside us =) We aren't born to be FEAR from everything if so Thomas Edison would had stop experimenting and who knows till now we still living in DARKNESS! There won't be buildings,cities,handphones,internet etc etc etc......Edison failed so many times still he continues! Why? Because he knows all the failing just another beginning. Hard work pays off 1 day =)
"Our greatest glory is not in never falling but in rising every time we fall."~ Confucius
So why do u afraid of falling what is ur FEAR afterall?!
Overcome it and you will eventually get stronger and better.
The chances are out there just waiting for the right person at the right moment to grab it =)
*CHEERS*
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
SHARK wanna-Be =)
"DESIGNERS ARE SHARKS"
This is so far my FAVOURITE quote from our Designing Envs Lecture =)
& I'm a SHARK wanna-be!!!!! =D
and I will make sure I can be it ;)
WHY SHARKS?! O.o
Sharks die when they stop swimming. Designers lost track of their inspiration when stop designing. So yea that's why. Such a nice connection between Sharks and Designers isn't it?
Besides Sharks ain't just Designers. They are BOSS!! :D
Under the sea, yea SHARKS ain't the biggest compare to Whale but they kinda Dominate! They are fierce they are strong they are Fear-less!!
& yea the pathway towards to be a Sharks ain't easy either.
Thus gotta work harder and Play Hard too!!
"There's always time to study just how HARDWORKING are you"
*cheers* and everyone can achieve the dream we been wanting for
p/s: I wanted to swim with real sharks too since I was small =)
& I'm a SHARK wanna-be!!!!! =D
and I will make sure I can be it ;)
WHY SHARKS?! O.o
Sharks die when they stop swimming. Designers lost track of their inspiration when stop designing. So yea that's why. Such a nice connection between Sharks and Designers isn't it?
Besides Sharks ain't just Designers. They are BOSS!! :D
Under the sea, yea SHARKS ain't the biggest compare to Whale but they kinda Dominate! They are fierce they are strong they are Fear-less!!
& yea the pathway towards to be a Sharks ain't easy either.
Thus gotta work harder and Play Hard too!!
"There's always time to study just how HARDWORKING are you"
*cheers* and everyone can achieve the dream we been wanting for
p/s: I wanted to swim with real sharks too since I was small =)
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Melbourne's Life so Far~
Hey!! It had been so long since I blog back on again =)
Cos it's really darn boring here at night now so I guess I will just gonna blog smth about my Life this few days over at Melbourne =)
Okie...os today it's the 4th day since my arrival to Melbourne City! :D Guess what the 4 of us in this apartment are watching "Night At The Museum!" Lolx... Can imagine how bored we are can't you? XD Alright I would love to talk about today 1st (19th Feb 2011) It's a very weird and tiring day. Weird? The weather here!! It's HOT SUNNY SUN up on the sky but yet the WIND is like super duper damn FRIGGIN' STRONG!!! The kind of strong until like you can't move forward that kind!! Never encounter smth like this b4~ Great new Experience! =D
Well then... we went to IKEA for some shopping for our furnitures those kind of stuff and it's darn heavy for the whole journey back to our Place..SWANSTON ST. and some walking again -.- In Melbourne it's all about walking walking walking and Walking! Lolx I don't think that's what most of us will do back in Malaysia =/ Hahahaha
Oh!! Today we ate damn many BREADS too! We are addicted to it!! The eggs..the breads and the CHEESE!!!! Yuuuuuuuummmmmmmmy!!!! How can U ever resist it right?!
Now let me rewind the time to Yesterday~~~! Damn YTD is the day I MOST DULAN!!!!! Friggin Uni system dunno what's wrong says I CANT ENROL INTO MY ACCOUNT!!!! Walao eh!!!!!!! need to wait until Monday 10am Farnee~ isnt it!!!
Okie that's it for now I wanan play GAME d!!!
Ciaoz~!! =)
Cos it's really darn boring here at night now so I guess I will just gonna blog smth about my Life this few days over at Melbourne =)
Okie...os today it's the 4th day since my arrival to Melbourne City! :D Guess what the 4 of us in this apartment are watching "Night At The Museum!" Lolx... Can imagine how bored we are can't you? XD Alright I would love to talk about today 1st (19th Feb 2011) It's a very weird and tiring day. Weird? The weather here!! It's HOT SUNNY SUN up on the sky but yet the WIND is like super duper damn FRIGGIN' STRONG!!! The kind of strong until like you can't move forward that kind!! Never encounter smth like this b4~ Great new Experience! =D
Well then... we went to IKEA for some shopping for our furnitures those kind of stuff and it's darn heavy for the whole journey back to our Place..SWANSTON ST. and some walking again -.- In Melbourne it's all about walking walking walking and Walking! Lolx I don't think that's what most of us will do back in Malaysia =/ Hahahaha
Oh!! Today we ate damn many BREADS too! We are addicted to it!! The eggs..the breads and the CHEESE!!!! Yuuuuuuuummmmmmmmy!!!! How can U ever resist it right?!
Now let me rewind the time to Yesterday~~~! Damn YTD is the day I MOST DULAN!!!!! Friggin Uni system dunno what's wrong says I CANT ENROL INTO MY ACCOUNT!!!! Walao eh!!!!!!! need to wait until Monday 10am Farnee~ isnt it!!!
Okie that's it for now I wanan play GAME d!!!
Ciaoz~!! =)
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Time Pass... Memories?
No doubt that we can't STOP the time or REWIND the time isn't it =/
Then what about our Memories??
Some says Memories FADES....some says Memories STAY forever..
But we are just mere humans isn't it? Yea Memories did stay but it tends to FADE too as time passes by~ But humans have this subconscious mind level(I think that's what ppl says?)=/. We did actually have part of the memories but we just hardly recall it back. Just like you seem to know it but yet you don't know it either. Weird feelings right? Btw it's FRUSTRATING too!!! You know you knew it but then you just friggin' unable to RECALL it!!!
Besides, why must Friends come and go?? It's just so sad that people all around are just moving away =( As time pass by, some friends tend to stay back with you but some will just go away. Even when met both side unable to regconise each other or maybe just an EASY "Hi".. Why must it always be this way? Hmmmmm I really want to know! I hope the time would stop. I hope that friends will just still always be there no matter how long the time pass... I hope memories never fade....I hope I hope & I hope. Too bad people and time moves on. Life always still just Part of the LIFE Haiz~
So yea~ Cheerish your moment now with all the friends beside you =)
Cheerish every single minute and second you got.
*CHEERS*
Then what about our Memories??
Some says Memories FADES....some says Memories STAY forever..
But we are just mere humans isn't it? Yea Memories did stay but it tends to FADE too as time passes by~ But humans have this subconscious mind level(I think that's what ppl says?)=/. We did actually have part of the memories but we just hardly recall it back. Just like you seem to know it but yet you don't know it either. Weird feelings right? Btw it's FRUSTRATING too!!! You know you knew it but then you just friggin' unable to RECALL it!!!
Besides, why must Friends come and go?? It's just so sad that people all around are just moving away =( As time pass by, some friends tend to stay back with you but some will just go away. Even when met both side unable to regconise each other or maybe just an EASY "Hi".. Why must it always be this way? Hmmmmm I really want to know! I hope the time would stop. I hope that friends will just still always be there no matter how long the time pass... I hope memories never fade....I hope I hope & I hope. Too bad people and time moves on. Life always still just Part of the LIFE Haiz~
So yea~ Cheerish your moment now with all the friends beside you =)
Cheerish every single minute and second you got.
*CHEERS*
Friday, January 21, 2011
Fate or Coincidence?
You..
Yea I'm gonna ask U!
So what do you think? Do you think whatever happened to you is fated or just pure coincidence? When you met someone it's fated or coincidence? Just like chinese there's a word 缘分又或是巧合呢？还是机缘巧合？？When you wanted to go a place but ended up in lost..is that fated too? or it just another coincidence?
Well, I dunno what do you think about it. But, for me it's like some unable to solve MYSTERY to me =/ Yea..why? cos I bet till now no one still able to justify all this things are fated to happen in this pattern or just some coincidence? As the Earth turn no one meant to be in bad luck nor good luck always isn't it? But there are people who felt they are fated to be unlucky their whole life.. is this true? Well it really is just PURELY 100% Depends on ur point of view.
Sometimes I think things happened in some sort of patterns. Hahaha believe it or not, I love it when I see the time is 1123 it's my bday n so as my somehow favourite numbers too. I do think they would bring something good to me but before the good things happen to me I will have some problems normally. Lolx okie I know it do sounds so ridiculous. It's just solely my point of view though.
What actually inspired me to post this? Cos of the medical checkup today..the doctor told me "Hey, the girl just walked out just now also pursuing Architecture in Uni of Melbourne too!" I was like "Woah, seriously?" Then I had this feeling that MAYBE I'm fated to go this route because ever since I make up my mind I always seeing people who going for Architecture too. But when think back maybe it's just coincidence and maybe just Maybe Architecture is somehow getting famous in this world now? =)
Ooooh another thing that makes me wanan post this is because of my birth-date I guees =D
1123 I dunno I like 1,11,2,3, or 23? =/ Cos I love it I adore it when all of them together!! XDD Besides that, don't you see the connection? 11 and 23 they are CONNECTED!! Don't see it? Let me broaden your view! 23 in International time it's actually 11pm isn't it? SEE?!! Another 11 !!!! Hmmm I'm so proud of my Birth-date! XDD Feels so connected to this number 23!! Hey and I always get caught up with this number 23 too!! Hahahahaa Another FATE or another COINCIDENCE leh?? Who knows? You tell me lo :)
GREATZ!!! Going out now!!! Ciaoz~
Do figure out and tell me what's YOUR view ; )
Yea I'm gonna ask U!
So what do you think? Do you think whatever happened to you is fated or just pure coincidence? When you met someone it's fated or coincidence? Just like chinese there's a word 缘分又或是巧合呢？还是机缘巧合？？When you wanted to go a place but ended up in lost..is that fated too? or it just another coincidence?
Well, I dunno what do you think about it. But, for me it's like some unable to solve MYSTERY to me =/ Yea..why? cos I bet till now no one still able to justify all this things are fated to happen in this pattern or just some coincidence? As the Earth turn no one meant to be in bad luck nor good luck always isn't it? But there are people who felt they are fated to be unlucky their whole life.. is this true? Well it really is just PURELY 100% Depends on ur point of view.
Sometimes I think things happened in some sort of patterns. Hahaha believe it or not, I love it when I see the time is 1123 it's my bday n so as my somehow favourite numbers too. I do think they would bring something good to me but before the good things happen to me I will have some problems normally. Lolx okie I know it do sounds so ridiculous. It's just solely my point of view though.
What actually inspired me to post this? Cos of the medical checkup today..the doctor told me "Hey, the girl just walked out just now also pursuing Architecture in Uni of Melbourne too!" I was like "Woah, seriously?" Then I had this feeling that MAYBE I'm fated to go this route because ever since I make up my mind I always seeing people who going for Architecture too. But when think back maybe it's just coincidence and maybe just Maybe Architecture is somehow getting famous in this world now? =)
Ooooh another thing that makes me wanan post this is because of my birth-date I guees =D
1123 I dunno I like 1,11,2,3, or 23? =/ Cos I love it I adore it when all of them together!! XDD Besides that, don't you see the connection? 11 and 23 they are CONNECTED!! Don't see it? Let me broaden your view! 23 in International time it's actually 11pm isn't it? SEE?!! Another 11 !!!! Hmmm I'm so proud of my Birth-date! XDD Feels so connected to this number 23!! Hey and I always get caught up with this number 23 too!! Hahahahaa Another FATE or another COINCIDENCE leh?? Who knows? You tell me lo :)
GREATZ!!! Going out now!!! Ciaoz~
Do figure out and tell me what's YOUR view ; )
Monday, January 10, 2011
Skytrexxxxxxx
This is rather a RUSH & Small & Sudden outing!
Yea tho Sean & CM asked for few days I guess but I only decided exactly on that day! =p It's after 12am only decided to go and asked my mum for permission kekekekeke...
Unexpectedly quite easy this time though still apply the same Rules & Regulations (Give contact numbers lo) =/ But nevermind la not the first time also ma~
Okie! Great things starts NOW!
1st sorry to Sean... again....... for being the Driver again =D Hmm departed from Klang at 7.30am like that. Ooowh and 1st time saw Sean's sister too! (But she say i very diam T.T what an impression) Reached Shah Alam but TRAFFIC JAM! Lolx thus Sean & CM are late for their work. We go till there.....CM & Sean gotta work so we wait lo. But toooo damn stonning so Tiong,Me, YinWei decided for a walk thr & forcefully dragged Lion & YewSam to walk too! =D
So...yea we started walking...walk up..down..left...right... NOTHING TO SEE!!! Damn it=.= so backed to skytrex and chat. Hahaha but CM & Sean feel bad for us~ asked the manager send us a van and brought us back down to rent bike to cycle then we cycle over another side of the hill. DAMN! Cycling was FUN!! Especially when going down! Woootz! It's like FLYING~!! Cool!!! =D Ooo & I nearly bang with the worker taring the road. Kena scold..Shit! Sorry btw~ But when up the hill is the tiring one! Super damn hard! Very impress with those Malakoof contestants how they cycle for so long & up down hills for such a Loooong distance!
Now come to thePeak event of the day---SKYTREX!!! =D Do admit at first was quite scary...they all saying 1st is climbing a 6-storeys high ladder up.. Wootz! from there it's scary but after that it's just getting more FUN! Especially Flying Fox!! Damn my All Time Favourites of all extreme Games!!!! After about 1 hour we completed the Big Thrill. What a relief that it is finally done! ^^
We all went to KFC for our lunch. Super Duper damn hungry~ Most of us din have a proper breakfast that day haha. All can't wait for the meal & it makes KFC extremely yummy to me that day =S Had some chit-chat time there and finally most of them tired and we headed beack home =D
Great Fun Day!!
Nitez
Yea tho Sean & CM asked for few days I guess but I only decided exactly on that day! =p It's after 12am only decided to go and asked my mum for permission kekekekeke...
Unexpectedly quite easy this time though still apply the same Rules & Regulations (Give contact numbers lo) =/ But nevermind la not the first time also ma~
Okie! Great things starts NOW!
1st sorry to Sean... again....... for being the Driver again =D Hmm departed from Klang at 7.30am like that. Ooowh and 1st time saw Sean's sister too! (But she say i very diam T.T what an impression) Reached Shah Alam but TRAFFIC JAM! Lolx thus Sean & CM are late for their work. We go till there.....CM & Sean gotta work so we wait lo. But toooo damn stonning so Tiong,Me, YinWei decided for a walk thr & forcefully dragged Lion & YewSam to walk too! =D
So...yea we started walking...walk up..down..left...right... NOTHING TO SEE!!! Damn it=.= so backed to skytrex and chat. Hahaha but CM & Sean feel bad for us~ asked the manager send us a van and brought us back down to rent bike to cycle then we cycle over another side of the hill. DAMN! Cycling was FUN!! Especially when going down! Woootz! It's like FLYING~!! Cool!!! =D Ooo & I nearly bang with the worker taring the road. Kena scold..Shit! Sorry btw~ But when up the hill is the tiring one! Super damn hard! Very impress with those Malakoof contestants how they cycle for so long & up down hills for such a Loooong distance!
Now come to thePeak event of the day---SKYTREX!!! =D Do admit at first was quite scary...they all saying 1st is climbing a 6-storeys high ladder up.. Wootz! from there it's scary but after that it's just getting more FUN! Especially Flying Fox!! Damn my All Time Favourites of all extreme Games!!!! After about 1 hour we completed the Big Thrill. What a relief that it is finally done! ^^
We all went to KFC for our lunch. Super Duper damn hungry~ Most of us din have a proper breakfast that day haha. All can't wait for the meal & it makes KFC extremely yummy to me that day =S Had some chit-chat time there and finally most of them tired and we headed beack home =D
Great Fun Day!!
Nitez
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